some boy just walked up to me and said, "beth?"
so here i am,

a new girl.
although i already owned that name a little bit to begin with.

a lot of frustration today.
nothing i can't handle.

just breathe in and out.
count to 12.

I know I ought to love you - Selima Hill

I know I ought to love you
But it’s hopeless.
Screaming is the best I can do.
I scream at you for such a long time
that even when I stop the scream goes on.
It screams between us like a frozen street
with stiff exhausted birds embedded in it.


The yellow house is mine for sure.
apartment number one.

i'll be home around the 16th.