What if everytime we thought of a question we wanted answered we had to pick up a stone. Not as punishment, but as a reminder, and upon finding the answer we could cast it away.

what i originally wanted to say was If 'i dont knows' were a physical force (like gravity), i would be crawling.
actually no,
i wanted to say:
ie ie ie, i can't sit here anymore and try to write out what i wanted to say, it's just not coming.


so goodnight moon, and if you need me, me and neil'll will be hangin' out with the dream king.

june

i've been craving peanut butter lately.
and i'd almost rather it would be 'no' than 'lemme think about it' in the simplest of terms, because my head is having a hard time with the maybes (this statement is precisely opposite of how i have acted in the past in certain situations, so maybe now i know how hurtful/frustrating/lonely 'uncertains' feel- i just realized this while i was washing my face with barsoap, and i can start to change this, right?.)