i have one full week of classes left.
1 weak + 2 daze.

everyone has so much to do
before it's over.

my friends keep poppin out the phrase
"that's the last time we will (insert action here)"

i don't really know what to think.

my senior creative writing reading is on friday.
i feel a bit anxious about that.

horrifyingly and hilariously unattractive.

(pink eye)
(really gross)

absolutely swell.

http://goodbyegreatheart.tumblr.com/

GUESS WHAT?
I HAVE PINK EYE!
IT'S REALLY GREAT!
(see a picture at the link above).

i spent the day reading.
first outside in the sun,
and then in my bed under blankets.
today was a good day.
and tonight wasn't so bad either.
porches & cigarettes &
butterfly abdomen.

connection?
versus.
holed up in one place;
my whole winter.
i'm falling fast.
not sure where to go
from here.

i want to scream.
i wont though,
i will sit complacently
and then fall asleep.

in all honesty, this hurts.
i don't know what else to say,
other that it's ridiculous and completely fruitless.

it would have been CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP

(n.m.)
we have a lot in common.
it kind of turns me on.

there is a large spider inhabiting the open space under my sink.
I don't know how i feel about his living arrangement, but
will not evict him from his new found home.

update: i have not seen said spider in days. this has led to slight anxiety, yet only enough that i check to
see if the spider if hiding in the shower ready to fall on my head when i am most vulnerable.