i'm embarrassed,
and extremely tired.

(i can't believe
how dramatic i can be
sometimes. i don't know
which is actually C.)

the suppression of emotion erupts.
that's a fine word,
ERUPTION.
RUPTURE.
i just looked up
eruption
and
'eruption of teeth' came up-
that makes me feel sort of ill,
but kind of a beautiful simple phrase.